2010 April 28th "Tears"

profound depression..

withstand all kinds of outside pressure..
impression of all sadness...

hiding myself behind the door..

hiding my tears behind the wall..

stressful!!!

the night went genting...

after met lei lei..

chat with feilong while going back to kl..

maybe home sick too serious..
made me cried so badly..
my last cry was two years ago..
 feels much more better after a big cry..
this is a best way to overcome stress..
after football session 6am got home...
and good night....
i had a glad slept....

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2010 April 19th "HUGGIES advertisement"

a damn sleepy early job again..

before the day i over night at my sister place..

cause my home too far away from the studio...

be-off from bed at 5.30am..

off to work with a pair of puffy eyes..

special thanks to my babe daniel..

for sent me to work in the pretty early morning..

the advertisement shoot is about 3mothers using huggie's diapers for their babys..

there got another 9babys with us also..

they are just innocent.. super cute!!

but for the worst part is you cannot control their emotion!

anytime they're not in the mood..

whenever they sleepy..

whenever they hungry..
whenever they CRY!

caused the shoot delayed..

i can't believe that i work more than 17hours...

the shoot is started at 8am until 12am i only got home..

it's terrible men~@.@

seriously i am fucking moody on that day..

felt like crying whole day long..

a fucking dissapointed phone making me down..

feels intricated... sigh~

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2010 April 16th "speechless"

woke-up in the morning quarrel with someone..

damn speechless..

is very lazy to explain all the things..

since i am not his GF!!

i never do anything for you and why you kept mad on me..?!

=.=...

is time to stop... that's enough..

seems meet-up is an obsession..

so better don't meet anymore..

stop saying that i don't understand your feelings..

and you don't understand my feeling too..

what's going on..?! should i apologize..?! what i done..?! i really don't know..

honestly i really don't like this kind of feel that quarrel with friend..

luckily after that feilong and christine brought me to "JOGOYA"..

wow.. nice food.. i love ice-cream so much..!

and thank so much for treat.. feilong.. haha..

my favourite part... chocolateboat...

got too much food.. no time to capture all..

next we off to movie at pavilion on 10.30pm..

a thai horror movie..

seriously not nice at all...

HAUNTED ROOM: WHO R U

one word to describe..  "BAD"

 the funny thing is we decided to watch second round..

silly.. 
12.30am HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON 3D

nice one.. like it so much..
one word to describe also.. "GOOD"

moreover.. we off to bangsa's mcd for supper..
and we saw a live car accident..

what a meaningful night...

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2010 April 13th i'm woke-up

the meaning by "i'm woke-up" is actually according to the one that i love already gone..

out of my mind..

different with last time..

all the things are changed..

viewing those comments with no feelings..

i wonder why.. but it's really happened.. 

i happy that i did it..

happy that i still can reply your message..

happy that i still can talk to you like usual..

happy that i treat you as a normal friend..

 but doesn't means that i am not serious with love..

it just not worth for me to stay on..

and doesn't means that i am easy come and easy go..

it just don't want my emo keep going on..

someone that misunderstanding me please stop thinking that i'm play with love..

i very serious to tell that i am NOT!

don't judge me by your childish mind..

by the way.. hangout with christine on today..

and supper with christine, lid and hui ming at ss2..

feels great that i got them with me..

the shit ice cream we ate at sungei wang..lol.

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2010 April 15th "OPERA"

effaced club life since after chinese new year..

had been few months didn't go club..

finally tonight party at opera..

hair band theme..

yeah~ we are crazy at the ladies night..

although someone kept mad with me..=.=*

 after club went pandan indah's steven conner for supper..

but got police broke.. luckily nothings happen..

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2010 April 12 miko's hair show

glad hair show from miko..

and best of the best make-up from XM..

yeah~

and yesterday we all bought a cake to meiling..

for her 29th birthday..

 

and photos from miko's hair show...

that's all...

2010 April 07th, 08th, 9th, 10th &11th... friendship nightSsss~

gossiping with christine, and lid at dolphin's cafe.

since we all separated.. a very long time didn't gather with them..

love the way we chat over beer..

share about foretime and future.. happiest and saddest...
is planning stay together in the future..
that's very good idea for me..
at least they won't let me lonely..
hope it can be real..
it's 7th's night..

the other night with christine and fei long..
had steamboat at kepong..
wow~ spicy spicy.. jeng ah~
afterward we off to jusco for movie..
1st time been there...
and watch the movie i already watched on last week..
zzzz... see twice..
which is JUST ANOTHER PANDORA'S BOX...

that's 8th's night..

 

the night had dinner at setapak with christine and feilong also..

again watch the movie that i already watched on last week..

BEAUTY ON DUTY

the funny movie watch twice is not funny..!

accompany them i got no choice..

 there is 9th about..

after movie at last night was tired to working on saturday morning..

stood 8hours... full of tiredness but then went to station1 for drink and dinner..

nice dinner while with live band... feels good..

the night with christine and feilong on 10th..

 another tired work day..

don't like the feel that waiting time pass during working..

standing while seeing the watch run..

so slow~~~

after finished work went to setapak's steven coner for dinner..

because feilong wanna see football..

after a disappointed football... next we off to movie..

finally i can see new movie..

the movie that we choose is 3D CLASH OF THE TITANS

 mm~ nice movie but i'm not really like it..

somepart are just bored..

well~ 11th night with them...

that's all...

 

2010 April 5th and 6th {MMU}

miss malaysia universe 2010...

time past so fast..

think back that i just done 2009 mmu..

now turn to 2010.. 

2nd experience that i be their make-up artist..

this is one of my good portfolio.. 

woke-up on 5.30am for two days..

6.30am off to damansara's "studio room"..

make-up for those girls..

some of them looks good and sweet..

and my senior found that one of the finalist look alike with me..

lol~ but of cause more pretty..

2010 Apri 2nd Shu Uemura interview

has been interview again..
 luckiest that i got frederick's contact number from taymie..
made appointment to meet up on today..
7am be-off from bed..
can't sleep well because too nervous..
off to uptown2 the L'oreal HQ at 11am..
frederick are just friendly with me..
 and after 3managers interview..
feels quite well..
still don't know their selection yet..
but very hope that they could give me the chance to try..
 afterward i went to uptown2's coffee bean for breakfast..
accidentally saw my ex-manager...
sat at coffee bean for few hours..
after chit chat and got free drinks and breakfast from him..
changed to another place to lepak..
again~ wangsa walk's miko.. ^~^V..

 i'm so in love with leslie's accessory.. haha..

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