2010 July 29th "offday"

yeah~ it's my baby sister sweet 10th...

although i am far away from her..

but i still wish her a good birthday..

i bought her a cute watch..

hopefully she will like it..

she's a mature little girl..

and i love her as well..

at the same time..

today is my offday...

i went back to my damansara uptown home last night..

causes miss my elder sister and also pack my staff to subang..

this morning my boy came my place..

we play "zu fan zai"...haha..

at last become a garbage kitchen..

damn mess..

but the food  taste pretty good...

especially my ginseng chicken soup..

after that we off to subang neway sing k...

till now just arrived home...

but my boy heading to masion..

tonight i be a good girl at home..

because tomorrow i wanna but all my effort to heat my target..

only three days left for me to heat the target..

~~~~~"god bless me"~~~~~

is time to cover blanket and the eyelid cover the eye ball..

good night...

2010 July 18th " illness of heart"

after a phone with my sister

 i cried last night..

cried loudly....

had a period times never cry like that..

ya.. i am mature enough shouldn't cry..

luckily my boy were by my side...

but i just cannot control my tears..

the person i expected...

the thing i thought...

the problem i guess..

is just out of that...

i thought everything is perfect..

i thought nothing is wrong..

i thought she will be alright..

but why everything is keep changing..?

why she want to do that..

many questions on my main now..

 i can't figure it out........

i hope she are happy without forcing..

i wish she can be stronger with independence..

i expecting that she can wake-up..

 i don't know what to do...

i really hope one day i could help..

i really hope one day i could soft the problems..

 worried my younger sisters..

they are still younger.. 

..........

dad.. can u read my heart..?

dad.. why....?

.........

( i . i )....

2010 July 12th "Muar trip"

having holiday at Muar..

and chilling at my dear's place..

what a peaceful town here.. 

without target, without working, without stressful...

so relaxing.. the family feels i miss so long.. 

suddenly thinking of my daddy...

where is he now.. are he miss me too..? T.T

 by the way.. i met my boy's family..

seriously very nervous..

i hope that can stay here longer..

but the day after tomorrow got to go back to kl...

and everything back to usual..

 the photo taken when we heading to Muar... <3

my boy still sleeping with no sense jsut next to me... 

feeling good now.. so quiet but with some jazz.. 

alright.. stop here... have a nice day...^^

 end

2010 July 1st PSP Bobbi brown

new month again..

this is my first day at subang parade bobbi brown...

honestly i'm not used to it..

missing the time at mid valley bobbi brown..

i doesn't like parkson low... and alone at the counter bored like hell..

but is ok... more imdepanding... i just realized that counter are so different with free standing store..

free standing store got many seniors backing me up..

but counter have to facing all the things by my own...

today i served a costomer but i cant find where's those products base on..

and few costomers come to the counter at the same time..
rush here and there... feels cannot handle it...

sigh.. i think i got to learn from 0 again..

a new enviroment.. a new place.. a new home...

i'm so tired now.. and so sleepy.. but still sitting at cc...

wth~ stop here... all the best for tomorrow.....