2010 Dec 1st "troublesomely"

the first day..

but it also a very bad day..

i'm freaking moody..

sorry for those people who been scolded.. 

i just lost contro..

cried deathly.. i'm hopeless..

i've been extended..

something inside my heart they're never know..

i didn't tell as well..

there is useless to explain..

working with a evil are very dangerous..

i'll past away faster..

i'm so weak now adays..

cannot stand anymore..

planning to leave..

i found that i'm not suppose on this line..

i'm not a sales person..

i don't know how to fight with others..

 useless! sigh~

what should i do next..?

i can tell u that i got no direction..

study maybe..?

as long as not facing them..

not evasive or give-up.. 

but let go myself to another life..

2010 Nov 15th " examination"

15th of november.. it menzi's day..

her sweet nineteen.. 

happy birthday..

well, at the same time.. 

is bobbi brown examination..

the worst is my period comes together..

@#!$~

todays exam not easy.. really not easy..
those question quite difficult to answer.. answer sheet full of letter..
used long time to wrote.. i skip few question also.. T.T
hopefully can pass it.. but i'm not well prepared..
sigh~
surprised today i met kate and bobo at office..
kate joined m.a.c.. our sister brand..
happy to know that we're under same company...
 with my loved watch movie right after exam..
"UNSTOPPABLE" our good choice..
 
 exam made me felt tired.. finally can sleep well tonight..
no matter the result is good or bad..
i tried my best..
good night...

2010 Nov 07th "sickish couple"

since my birthday.. 

i never update my blog..

i've been busy for working.. 

and also lazy.. lol.. 

if you been troublous, you'll found that hardly describe on your blog..

moody plus sickness.. 

what a toughness period..

started of the month i got diarrhea..

yesterday i vomit and fever..

i got upset stomach.

 this month i been clink three times..

the doctor very familiar with me..

i took a lot of medicine till i cried..

besides that, the glad thing is i met my jimui..

finally got a chance to hang out with them..

 they're super shopper..

came here just a week of time they used few thousand..

shop for singapore till kl..

this is a spun sugar.. a gift from miki.. 

quite tasty.. is from singapore..
thanks miki..<3
well we doesn't miss the singk session..
i used to singk with her.. although only two people in a big room..
 alright.. full stop..

2010 sep 13th "the earliest celebration of birhthday"

 i'm having my birthday's holiday at muar now...

i suggested celebrate with my boy's family..

causes i miss my family badly..

but i can't go back to them..

that's why i'm here..

seriously..

they treat me pretty well...

presents, ang bao, cake and bbq foods..

all they prepared for two days..

very touching my heart..

the family gathering are warmed me..

they're treating my as their family..

i'm so happy with them and all the kids...<3

very appreciated.. especially my babe..

thanks for the HTC HD2...

haha.. love it so much...

besides that.. the day after tomorrow is three years anniversary of him...

even until now his face and voise never left from my mind..

feels like just happened few days ago..

miss him terribly.. are him seeing us all the times..?

can he read my mind..? i want to tell him that i miss him..

never stop.. never... never.....

if there is another choice for me..

i'll still choosing you be my daddy...

happy birthday to me...

and bah.. sorry... and i love u.... -.-

2010 Aug 25th "My Appresal of Bobbi Brown"

 this is a day of my dead day..

why did i say so..?

because my three months confirmation at term..

too bad to inform that i'd been extended three months again..
i'm so sad.. i knew that i am not good enough in everything i've done..
i did so much mistake.. felt myself such a stupid girl...
 i promise..! i would be play more professional..
i would put more effort during duty..
i would bring the best to everyone...
seriously i can't over come it..
feel stressful badly..

 the photo i took before go up office...

and him.. my only loved waited for me at down stair for one and the half hours..
no matter how stress i am..
he'll always my comforter...
his hug is everything i need..
he supporting me all the time..
always by my side when i needed..
he's my pillow for crying.. hugging.. and decompressor..
baobei.. i do love u more than i do.. 
i never mention but i really do..
although is late...  but belated happy monthsary for 520...

2010 Aug 16th "The Girls gethering day"

 since i joined bobbi brown..

i'd three months of times never see my lovely babes..

it's time to gether and gossip up...

awwu~ i always like the season of sharing with my babe kate and eeyee..

 non-stop of chat...

and the three klang's girls... 

brenda, celine and sabrina...

and of cause our hot babe perry..

 we went pavilion..

the place i always chilling last year..
half year of time i left there..
happy to heard that they are glad..
afterward i went mid valley by own..
and have dinner and movie there with my boy...

the movie we choosen.. 
THE LAST AIRBENDER

the child so handsome..
i love it so much..
awaiting the next movie come..
well~
 a beautiful offday..
that's all for today....

2010 AUG 8th "breathless"

 july.. no! 

it's august..

i need more times..

24hours is not enough for me..

my sales was so bad on last month..

caused me cannot sleep well at the night.. 

and i'm very stressful.. it affect my period unusual and stomachache..

these few days.. i kept work over-time for my sales..

i don't even go out for a break or lunch..

i'm afraid cannot hit the target again..

i still not been confirm yet..

i'm not showing how hardworking i am now..

i just put all my effort in what i really love..

and learning from mistake to work better..

although it's tired and not easy..

 i just want to tell i'm not a lazy girl that they're thinking actually..

T.T.. feels crying.. what else could be help..?

somemore my boy gonna left me for two days..

i have to bear up against those lonely nights..

stop here.. got to rest early for another fight..

good night.. and sweet dream to me..

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