2010 Dec 1st "troublesomely"

the first day..

but it also a very bad day..

i'm freaking moody..

sorry for those people who been scolded.. 

i just lost contro..

cried deathly.. i'm hopeless..

i've been extended..

something inside my heart they're never know..

i didn't tell as well..

there is useless to explain..

working with a evil are very dangerous..

i'll past away faster..

i'm so weak now adays..

cannot stand anymore..

planning to leave..

i found that i'm not suppose on this line..

i'm not a sales person..

i don't know how to fight with others..

 useless! sigh~

what should i do next..?

i can tell u that i got no direction..

study maybe..?

as long as not facing them..

not evasive or give-up.. 

but let go myself to another life..